I'm not gonna' drag this out. I've aired my views on McCloud aready and I'm happy to leave them as they stand. This is just a brief address as I've noticed that my views have kicked up bloody riots in the comments box, so here we go.
McCloud, You abandoned me, a socialy unconfident, timid as fuck, naieve boy on the other side of the fucking planet, of course I'm ever gonna be slightly angry.
Yeah, it may be cowardly of me to have blogged this whist I was right next to you, but I'm gonna excuse myseld due to the heady combination of rage, terror, and overwheming lonliness that I'd suddeny found mysef immersed in. Finding out you're in Oz on your own for even longer than you'd anticipated is pretty scary for someone who doesn't even like to take the bus on their own. What good, what honest to god good, would it have done if I kicked off on you right there and then at the hostel? Sure, I may be a coward, but I'm not an idiot. I'm not gonna start a fight with someone who has my room key, and I appreciate this doesn't really seem all that noble of me, but I didn't really feel like trying to reduce you to tears when it's your last day in a country. Those invites out for dinner? I was trying to be nice.
Also, I'd give a lot more of a damn about your hospital argument if the doctor had sent you away with slightly more then some pamphlets and a $100 bill.
You're telling people they don't know the whole story, hell, from what I've gathered, I apparently must not know the whole story either. Perhaps I'd be more forgiving if I did.
Peace.
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I found your blog because my friends came across it on facebook, and told me about it. Yes, you're right, it was cowardly of you to post blogs about me when I was right there - I would have preferred you to say it to my face so I could at least defend myself. And yes the doctor did send me away with a $100 bill and leaflets, but he also said how I needed to have further tests - something you didn't know, and therefore shouldn't be judging me about! Had it not been for you wanting me to go to Cairns for a bit, I would have flown straight home as soon after my hospital visit as possible - that's what I was advised. For your information, I'm awaiting results of about 10 different blood tests, and an ECG which showed an irregularity with my heart rate. Soooooo, before you slag me off further, please bear in mind that whilst you disregarded my hospital appt. as the doctor just giving me leaflets, it has actually led to me finding out there may be some problem with my heart
Elle, if it was that serious why didn't you tell him so (since you're so keen on talking face to face) rather than bein such a dick. And even if you can't remember it, you have more than once agreed to come to the cross, and then fucked off to the george across the way. Stick that in your 'making plans and sticking to them' pipe and smoke it! Sooooooo, sorry miss doesn'tgiveashitaboutotherpeople, but you're really living up to your name.
P.S. Sorry jon, about making your blog a battle zone, but i'm still a bit pissed off. You know why.
Gatecrasher rules!!!
McCloud,how can you expect me to make a justified response to something when I don't know the whole story? You just admitted that you didn't tell me you needed further tests. It's a fact that actually hit me rather hard, I didn't know it was that bad. I genuinely hope nothing bad comes out of it and you're ok.
Still though, you expect me to be calm and serene when you leave me in a situation that, for all intents and purposes, appears to be you ditching me for shits and giggles? Knowing what I do now, I can totally forgive you for leaving earlier. I would have at the time. If you'd actually told me such.
But that still doesn't mean I'm not angry for you planning to not meet me at all (and telling me such on the morning of my flight. Via text). And the fact is, even whilst we were in Adelaide, you still refused to do anything, even spending more than 7 bucks on a meal before rather heartlessly telling me to "Do it on my own".
Pete, the only one time I've left the Cross early to meet another friend was when we already had plans to meet. Sooo rather than cancelling on either of you, I compromised by meeting you all. I'm sure that's only happened once, and if i has been more, it's because I've had plans already! Every other time I've not come to the Cross at all is probably been because I haven't actually been invited! And John, I didn't do anything in Cairns because I was on a downer after the whole hospital thing, and couldn't pluck up any enthusiasm to do anything! Understandable I think. I'd have thought you'd realise that given I didn't eat. That's me, someone who is usually always eating. And maybe I should've told you but I didn't want to talk about it. Whilst you'll always be annoyed about me leaving you and not telling you the full story, I'll always be annoyed that what should be a private anger vent for you, has become an opportunity for people I regarded as my friends - ie. Pete - to publically slag me off.
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